Self-Conflict

What do u do when ur completely numb to ur emotions and its hurts the ppl u love the most?

How do u solve that issue?

How do u deal with that demon?

How do u express ur love to someone if u dont feel anything at all?

How do u comfort them when u cant even connect with the way they're feeling?

How do u get that voice inside of u to surface in order to prove ur love?

How do u manage?

How can u solve this issue alone?

Is it just a phase?

Will it ever go away?

How long will this last?

How do u get rid of it?

What to do?

How do u vent to the person u love about the problems u have with them without screwing things up?

How do u make a positive out of a negative?

How can u beg them not leave u when ur physical being is not convincing?

How can u convince them to stay around because without them u are lost?

How do u pretend to be happy just to make them happy?


((sigh))..how?

nov 16 09